I am an ever rotten and
I enjoy eating
myself in public,
while simultaneously sucking
on the lollipop of failure
to kill myself; it is shaped like a word
and its shine is similar to that of a sad and sickening
Sometimes my ugliness
causes me to vomit all over those I supposedly
as they drink
in my melting color through
a very long straw; as they gaze
up at me and praise me
for my distinctive and divine
to grow knives out of my eyes.
It's all so nauseating
that it causes me to vomit a second time
in and endless
orgasm of refracted self-destruction.
In this way,
I have defied the inevitability of death and
will live forever
...just thought you should know.